I am tired of waiting. I'm tired of waiting. I am tired. Altered expectations, long anticipation. Everything is changing. I'm the same and aging. I'm tired of waiting.
All in the name of sticking another song in Tina's cranium, meanwhile still relevant to my mood. I kick ass. I'm extremely tired and if I don't make much sense, well that means more entertainment for you. Or annoyance. Whichever you may chose to call it.
I am tired of waiting. I'm tired of waiting. I am tired. Altered expectations, long anticipation. Everything is changing. I'm the same and aging. I'm tired of waiting.
All in the name of sticking another song in Tina's cranium, meanwhile still relevant to my mood. I kick ass. I'm extremely tired and if I don't make much sense, well that means more entertainment for you. Or annoyance. Whichever you may chose to call it.
.. And you can barely survive yeah. When those around you are crumbling downwards Buried in the sunset alive. Thumbing your way to Vegas, dirty And screaming like you're back from hell Save your dreams and occupations Cos' it doesn't matter what you sell It ain't pretty After the show It ain't pretty when the pretty leaves you With no place to go If you think you want it Here's the place to get it But it ain't pretty.
.. And you can barely survive yeah. When those around you are crumbling downwards Buried in the sunset alive. Thumbing your way to Vegas, dirty And screaming like you're back from hell Save your dreams and occupations Cos' it doesn't matter what you sell It ain't pretty After the show It ain't pretty when the pretty leaves you With no place to go If you think you want it Here's the place to get it But it ain't pretty.
I'm so mad. Mad at everything. I'm mad that I gained 4.5 lbs, mad that I have to go out at lunch, mad at the world in general because of the nicotine withdrawals, and mad that I'm so mad. It's been officially 13 hours since my last cigarette, and I know how healthier it'll be for me, and all the other crappy advantages. But I feel like I need to smoke a cigarette before I rip someone a new pooper. I need a glass of Shiraz. I need to sniff a cherry scented Mr. Sketch felt tip marker. SOMETHING to get me through it.
I'm so mad. Mad at everything. I'm mad that I gained 4.5 lbs, mad that I have to go out at lunch, mad at the world in general because of the nicotine withdrawals, and mad that I'm so mad. It's been officially 13 hours since my last cigarette, and I know how healthier it'll be for me, and all the other crappy advantages. But I feel like I need to smoke a cigarette before I rip someone a new pooper. I need a glass of Shiraz. I need to sniff a cherry scented Mr. Sketch felt tip marker. SOMETHING to get me through it.
Well, THAT certainly wasn't worth it. I gained 4.5 lbs. I'm so mad. Our office's late Christmas lunch is at Pastalli. The carb palace. I really really don't know if I'm going to have the discipline to just order a dry mixed greens salad, when I'm being attacked by my lunch companions' plates' aroma. I bet someone will take my favorite Pastalli dish too : Linguine Rustica. (Linguine tossed with chicken, shrimps and pancetta in a creamy cheese sauce. YUM!) Okay dear readers, I just found their lunch menu online, if you're reading this QUICK!
Well, THAT certainly wasn't worth it. I gained 4.5 lbs. I'm so mad. Our office's late Christmas lunch is at Pastalli. The carb palace. I really really don't know if I'm going to have the discipline to just order a dry mixed greens salad, when I'm being attacked by my lunch companions' plates' aroma. I bet someone will take my favorite Pastalli dish too : Linguine Rustica. (Linguine tossed with chicken, shrimps and pancetta in a creamy cheese sauce. YUM!) Okay dear readers, I just found their lunch menu online, if you're reading this QUICK!
Well I finally did it. I knew the day would come. I cheated on my diet. I let my emotional eating take over at the Meeting of Doom. I ate dessert. It was heavenly. So in total I think I ate around 2200 calories today. I shouldn't in theory gain this much weight from it, since it takes 3500 EXTRA calories to gain a pound. But if your name is CrazyNancy, it just might you gain 5 lbs.
Well I finally did it. I knew the day would come. I cheated on my diet. I let my emotional eating take over at the Meeting of Doom. I ate dessert. It was heavenly. So in total I think I ate around 2200 calories today. I shouldn't in theory gain this much weight from it, since it takes 3500 EXTRA calories to gain a pound. But if your name is CrazyNancy, it just might you gain 5 lbs.