August 2009

My first blog entry as a 30 year old.

Well, this is it. I'm 30 years old. I'm pretty sure that I'm going through thirty-itis. I went to see Julie & Julia today and I loved loved it!  At Julie's birthday dinner party, she sighed and said "I'm 30 years old.", and that made me seriously tear up. Seriously. But my actual birthday was amazing, and it's about time that I blogged about it eh ? 

August 12 - We slept in, got ready, packed, and then we drove "up home". The three hours flew by. We were running late, but we had to stop in Tracadie to visit with my mom's side of the family, and my uncle Robert, who we hadn't seen in 19 years! (Guess 'running away from home' runs in the family?) At some point we lost touch with him for years at a time. He lives out west. He is the one's whose daughter we found via Facebook. Mom met us there, and had brought some pictures of his daughter, which he hadn't even seen yet since he doesn't have regular access to the internet and wouldn't know how to use it. It was hard as hell not to cry when he was seeing the picures of my cousin for the first time (he lost touch with her when she was a very young child.). He was just sitting there shaking and the tears were just flowing down his face.   I also caught up with my cousin Joanne who had just arrived from doing The Camino Santiago Compostela Pilgrimage in Spain. (800km!). We left a little later than planned but made good time and arrived at the Pokemouche Camping just as Steph's parents were finishing dinner. We walked in the camping's dining lodge and were surprised to find that it was a private party with the in laws, the owners, and other important people. Awkward! Steph and I were offered a piece of pie, and this wouldn't be a Nancy day without me doing something stupid like take a big huge first bite of pie, which I didn't know was burning hot and have to keep a straight face because I didn't want to look stupid! We then left for Caraquet to see "Le Violon Fantastique". Wow, it really was fantastic! It's a free outdoor musical with a heavy emphasis on lights/special light effects. Being related to Steph's father has its benefits, we were assigned seats in the first row of the VIP tent. We coudln't have had better seats! 

August 13 - My birthday!! We spent all day relaxing at the campground, and drove to Caraquet for dinner at Mitchan Sushi. I went to school with the owner, we had several enriched classes together. I've been dying to go for a long time, so what better time than my 30th birthday dinner? The place was absolutely packed, we almost didn't get a reservation. We had way too much delicious food and sake. My father in law paid the huge bill, even sweeter! After dinner we went to Paquetville. My first time in 12 years!! Wow, it has changed a LOT. They even have a Tim Hortons now. They also have a florist, but one thing that hasn't changed about Paquetville is that it's a ghost town after supper. We were 5 minutes late to the florist (6h05) so I couldn't pick up flowers to bring to my aunt Adeline. We tried the (only) grocery store, and wow... am I ever spoiled here in Moncton. No flowers, no gifts, no nothing.. we ended up bringing a cake. I guess I bought my own birthday cake then hehe. We visited my aunt Adeline. She was deliriously happy to see us. After that we went to Caroline's for my birthday mini reunion, which was AMAZING. We stayed until 3h30am laughing, reminiscing and more laughing. We laughed sooo much. The husbands/boyfriends sat together and we thought they would be bored. At some point we listened and heard them talking about intergalactic fighting.. guess they weren't bored hehe. So.Much.Fun. Best birthday EVER! 

August 14 - My mom drove down from Bathurst and came to pick me up early in the morning and we had an awesome mother-daughter day together! Steph had to work all morning, using the camping's wi-fi, so his mother stayed with him at the dining lodge while his father relocated the motor home right smack in the middle of the festivities site in Caraquet. Mom and I went to talk on the Caraquet warf, had lunch at Dixie Lee by the sea, went for ice cream at DoubleD's, and just hung out and had a great time. At 2pm we met Steph and his mom in the St-Simon church parking lot, to go see another one of my enriched classes schoolmate's classical concert. (I don't want to list their names because I don't want my blog to be found and read by his fans/people I know hehe.) He an incredibly talented pianist, and there was also a soprano singer with the voice of an angel. Five seconds into their first piece, I had a really hard time not letting the tears fall from my eyes. I looked at mom and she was wiping tears. It was that beautiful. After the concert, we drove to the Bas-Caraquet beach and met up with Steph's father where we all had a lobster feast on the beach. Mom and I said our goodbyes and then Steph and I followed his parents back to Caraquet and we went to the "Compagnie Creole" concert. What a party!! 

August 15 - Acadian Day!!! We relaxed in the motor home, shopped in the little souvenir shops, and watched loads and loads of people make their way to the festivities site. It was crazy hot. They were announcing on the radio to add salt to our water bottles, to help retain water. We were SO lucky to be parked right in the middle of it! We had a pre-tintamarre seafood feast, and then participated in the tintamarre, which was incredibly crowded - 50 000 people! We could barely move! After that we got our lawn chairs and watched the awesome free outdoor concert, and at 10pm we made our way to the 1755 concert, which was SO MUCH FUN!! We managed to find Tim & Sophie, and Louis-Philippe & Danielle, and had a blast! We went to bed at 4am and we had to get up at 7am because Steph's father had a noon flight to Norway. uuuuggggghhh!! 

August 16 - Woke up too darn early!! Hungover!! We went for breakfast near the water, then we made our way to Paquetville where we met up with Louis-Phillippe and Danielle for a good Poutine 2000!! It had been sooooo long!! While we were there eating on the terrace, we saw more of my old friends who were also coming to pick up a poutine before making their way back home hehe. I stopped at the Tim's, just to say I had, then we got an ice cream, and made our way back home to Moncton.

All in all, an AMAZING 5 days. I can only hope that my 31st birthday is as fabulous!! 
(All the pics are on Facebook of course :) 

Seriously ?

Maybe I'm just crazy!

I thought I was depressed. But I can't stop laughing hysterially. My coworkers must think that I'm nuts. You know how everything is exponentially funier when you're not supposed to laugh? Such as in an office so quiet that you can hear flies blink...

* First I watched this video and started laughing.

* Then, my coworker came to announce to me that another coworker had just taken a big swig of coffee and then proceeded to extract these long brown bits of dried coffee out of his mouth. This was now my problem, but combined with the after effects of the video, I laughed hysterically, to tears, making her laugh too. LOL (The other coworker who ate a mouthful of dried coffee slivers didn't find it funny at.all.) 

* Then, I 'heard' this really cute and funny joke on someone's twitter, and I thought it was so funny that I went around the office sharing it with others and they all thought it was really funny too hehe. It's better heard than read.. but here goes : 

Q : Why do mermaids wear seashells? 
A : Because B-shells are too small and D-shells are too big!  LOL! 

* Then, I had this conversation with Steph, via e-mail: 

Nancy : We should eat super duper clean this week, since I can't workout as hard with my effing heel.
Stephhum... if you want... what do you mean by super clean? what's on the menu then? windex and pledge?
Nancy : Mongol!! :P hehe. You know, the concept of "clean eating"... meaning that you only eat things that grow from the soil or that had a mother? 
StephAh... I see... Rosebushes and puppies :P 

Why can't anything ever be easy?

I feel like throwing myself face first to the ground and stomping my fists and feet. Having a full fledged tantrum like a toddler. Only I can't, because that would hurt my stupid heel too much. Normally, when things don't go my way, I like to remind myself that everything happens for a reason. Not today. I just feel like crying "It's NOT fair".

If you think I'm being too negative and whiny today, well you might as well turn around right now and come back tomorrow. Hopefully whining about it here will make room for more positivity after.

* My heel hurts more than ever. It started after last Wednesday and Friday's hill sprints at bootcamp. Then, not wanting to let my workout buddy down, I finished it at step class Friday night. I finally made an appointment to physio for Thursday, which I don't even know how I'll pay yet. But WHY?? Isn't my gathering the courage to re-join the bootcamps and attending every single one hard enough? Why can't it be easier? I don't even see how I can go to the bootcamp tomorrow morning, I can barely put any weight on my heel. FML! 

* The oven is dead. Deadish. We can crank it up to 500 degrees and cook a batch of chicken breasts in about 5 hours and they turn out more dry than dog food. This would only be an annoyance if I had the money to pay for it. I haven't even called to find out how much it'll cost yet, but our oven's elements are hidden underneath the metal roof/bottom... I can't see this being very cheap. WHY?? Why now? Why couldn't this have happenned during the times where I was off the wagon and barely using the oven? 

* My gym conveniently forgot to tell me that they require a 30 day notice to end memberships. I had already signed on at the Y (because I really love their classes - Zumba, Step, Aquafitness etc. and actually have buddies to go there with). So my heel better start cooperating because it seems ridiculously unfair that I have already paid for TWO gym memberships and one monthly bootcamp fee for the month. Fuck.

* I loaned 440$ to my brother a month ago. Every week I track him down and get a promise that I'll have it back on Friday. That was like four Fridays ago. I REALLY need that money now, and I can't even use it towards the shit mentionned above, because I'm behind on some payments.

* I just have zero energy. Since I've started the bootcamp and the Y classes, that seems to suck up all the energy that I have. I can't seem to make myself clean my house, work in the yard, or do anything but the bare minimum that needs to be done. And I'm relying a lot more than I normally do on Steph. I'm seriously starting to wonder if I should take anti depressants or something. It can't be an exercise and nutrition issue. I'm just drained. I feel like I need a one month vacation, and even then I picture myself sitting at home not being able to gather the courage to clean. FML.

I feel like I don't even have the energy to cry about it.

Is it my heel pain that's sucking all this energy out of me? Am I depressed? What's wrong with me?