Last night I had a scary nightmare. I'm so used to having nightmares about someone or a group of people chasing me and trying to kill me, that those don't even phase me anymore. I wake up from them, roll over and go back to sleep. But last night I had one of those nightmares that's still scary once you're awake. But I cuddled close to Steph, it made me feel safe, and then I went back to sleep.
I dreamed that my brother had sold his soul to the devil! When I woke up in my head that's all I could think "OMG Brian sold his SOUL to the DEVIL!". But when I think about my dream, it was more like he was posessed by a demon. He made me swear to not tell anyone, not even Steph. He was talking slow and weird, kind of like playing a record bakwards to hear the subliminal messages. It was so creepy!
Is it because 'in real life', I wonder what would ever posess him to go back to HER?
(Is she the Devil? hehe)
PS - What makes me angry the most is not even the fact that we thought we were finally rid of that cougar, or the fact that our house is constantly being mistaken for a revolving door Hotel V. What makes me angry the most is that he has NOT called me since he went over there to 'talk' on Sunday evening and never came back. He was online playing World of Warcraft last night while Steph was on, and Steph told him twice that I wanted to talk to him on MSN and he never came. Doesn't he think that I could use a little explanation, or at least a notice of when he's coming to pick his crap up or re-arrange the basement like it was before he messed it up to make room for himself?
I had a nightmare last night that a registered NB nurse drilled a hole in my hand and was injecting the H1N1 vaccine into me with a square headed needle. I kept asking afterwards how i let that happen since i didnt want it in the first place and just had a moment of lapsed judgement.
About your brother... . he should at least call you, i agree. If you were there for him when he needed you, he could at least return the favour when you need to know whats going on.
The subconscious is a powerful thing, but it seems yours has a good sense of humor too!
I agree he owes you some sort of explanation, but maybe he's embarassed about how it all went down? Maybe, the Devil made him do it?
Post new comment